You’re your own restart button. Look forward, let bygones be bygones. Have faith, be good, set goals and move towards the right direction. You’re old enough to know what is good or wrong. All the best.
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When you try your best but you don’t succeed
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Dreams
Everyone has this little dream of theirs on their mind. For me, I would really want to achieve being financially free by the age of 30 and being someone with rich knowledge. I believed that as long as i have the faith and courage and continue working hard towards my dream, I will be able to make it there one day. There are ups and downs in life, what is more important is that keeping a positive mindset everyday and encourage yourself not to give up easily. Treat every good or bad times as a learning opportunity. Each day, you will grow as a better person.
To You..
Thanks for the memories you gave me. Whether it is good or bad, i will remember them. It is not easy for us to walk till this far, really not easy. Highs and lows, we managed to overcome them. However, one month ago, I know that you are no longer willing to continue this journey with me. To be honest, it hurts a lot a lot, but what can I do. I tried my best to hold you back, however, the respond I get was once again hurting. The hurt is something indescribable to the extent that you feel numb and helpless. I know that now we can no longer go back to how we used to, but at least I’m glad that these beautiful memories had happened. That’s already enough.
Life, just ranting
As a whole, it is not easy being a human being. There are a lot of things to consider and worry about. Things like family, friendships, relationships, studies, work, money and even expectations and perfection of oneself is something we have to deal with almost everyday. I question myself what is important to me, i couldn’t really come up with a conclusion. Everything is almost important, but i do not have the time for all of them.
From young, i have always set my expectations high for almost everything, including myself. I expect everyone and everything to go according to my wish. It is something kind of selfish. I do not really want to do things that i dislike. I would normally give up or simply avoid them. It is something i really dislike about myself. I would really want to change this trait of mine, but trust me, it’s damn hard. I told myself today that i am going to change, however, when i woke up next morning, nothing change. Is it really that hard? I have to learn to be more discipline and determine. It is always hard to start off anything…
People change, environment change and even I change as an individual. Regardless good or bad, it is something inevitable. What we can do is to try to adapt and reflect if needed. I really do want to be a better person each day, a better person to everyone in my life.
Didn’t really know why would I type something like this, it’s just not me.
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I am someone who prefers everything to be planned ahead. I am someone who needs my life to be arranged nicely before i do anything. Right now, certain stuffs are still in a mess. I hope that i am able to resolve them as soon as possible. Actions always speak louder than words. I would like to see if i am able to prove myself wrong. Have faith YJ.
Nichiren Daishonjn writes: “Suffer what there is to suffer, enjoy what there is to enjoy. Treat both sufferings and joys as part of life and continue to chant Nam-myoho-Renge-kyo”, no matter what happens.
Shitty
Sometimes you do feel shitty and fucked up. It’s getting into me now. Been like this for a few days. And you can’t do anything about it. It has come to a point where even changing doesnt help. #shitty
Feelings
Just feeling like i do not belong to anywhere, anyone.
I really disappoint many people.
I’m loss…
Update Of 2012 (I Gave Up Blogging About Sep – Dec 2012)
January
From what i can remember, January was quite an eventful month – Released of O’s result, Genting trip with the guys, CNY and many more. It was the start of 2012, A Brand New Year!
February
This month was all about going out and having fun, nothing much!
March
March was yet again another month filled with events. A month away from the start of Polytechnic life!
April
Polytechnic life was alright, everything went smoothly!
May
I could only use awesome to describe my MAY! Macau trip with Jaws and family, ABC first presentation ever, Ethan’s and my birthday and etc. Also, i took part in the NUS Invitational LS competition. It was the first competition i took part in my whole life. Although i no longer go for LS training, i do hope one day i will have the motivation to go back for training. And lastly, I went to LADY GAGA’S concert with 40! It was a spectacular concert, and we enjoyed it! This roughly sums up my awesome May.
June
June was full of fun and laughters because, it’s holiday!
July
Nothing special happened on July from what i can remember.. hahaha
August
My Life In 2011
I would say that 2011 is not an easy year for me. Many important events actually took place in 2011 including O Level. Let’s start with January 2011..
JANUARY 2011
Basically, nothing much happened this month. Happy Go Lucky Boy !
FEBRUARY 2011
Important events that happened this month will be CNY 2011 , Xing Xian’s Wedding and 40’s Wedding ! Exciting Month i would say 🙂
MARCH 2011
Haha, Laugh at the last photo! Anyway, It’s JIJI’s birthday and we went to ride GMAX.
ARPIL 2011
Firstly, At this period of time, i would say that I’m mugging for my Chinese O’s which is in May. However, i did not forget to take a break. I clique with a couple of friends like JunQian,HyunSeong & Charlton etc. And that is how we formed Ourselves. Secondly, It was the first time i went up to Marina Bay Sand for the chocolate Buffet.
MAY 2011
Well,So events that happened in May were Mother’s day dinner,My birthday, Ourselves first outing,MYE and lastly.. Chinese O’s !
JUNE 2011
June!!! – Holiday Time but i did study and attend tuition!
JULY 2011
It’s a month that all o’s students starting to get serious with the work and also the start of night study sessions. I also attended tons of tuitions with my tuition mate, Hyunseong. However, there are still times where i took a break from all these shit.
AUGUST 2011
Events that happened – Marcus’s birthday, English Oral, Release of chinese O’s and non-stop of studying.
SEPTEMBER 2011
Busy month.. but not forgetting JQ’s Birthday! A month more to the start of O’s…
OCTOBER 2011
Last Day Of School & The Start Of O’s MONTH.
NOVEMBER 2011
Damn exciting month! End of o’s, Random Towning, Prom Night, Event and Highness’s Birthday !!
DECEMBER 2011
December was awesome !
Not a very good year, but everything that happened was meaningful. END OF 2011 🙂
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